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всем привет друзья с вами музыкальный редактор свободного андрей стародубцев сегодня будет не веселая музыкальная среда а все потому что мы говорим про выдающегося артиста ретро и музыканта с трагичной судьбой всю карьеру его сравнивают с эминема и конечно небезосновательна стилистика и техника у них действительно схожи но лично по мне допростят меня фанаты маршала мэттерса лирика нейтана файерштейна куда серьезнее и тяжеловеснее и тому есть причины энэфрос с матерью страдающей тяжелой наркотической зависимостью и в какой то момент и заносили очередного бойфренда мамы но это нас сестрами поселили жить с отцом и в своей музыке нэв переосмысливает трагичный жизненный опыт делает с позиции христианина и делает так что дух захватывает глубокие искренние тексты надрывные эмоциональные исполнения и непревзойденные техникой энэфа заслужили признание во всем мире как в христианской так и в светской среде а трек лет ю даун с альбома перцепшн занял первую строчку билборд и в итоге стал трижды платиновым но сегодня мы послушаем другую композицию халкл вели вас как ты могла бросить нас которая нев посвятил свои погибшие от передоза матери кроме всем привет друзья с вами музыкальный редактор свободного андрей стародубцев сегодня будет невеселая музыкальная среда а все потому что мы говорим про выдающегося артиста ретро и музыканта с трагичной судьбой всю карьеру его сравнивают с эминемом и конечно небезосновательна стилистика и техника у них действительно схожи но лично по мне допростят меня фанаты маршала мэтерса лирика нейтана файерштейна куда серьезнее и тяжеловеснее и тому есть причины энэфрос с матерью страдающей тяжелой наркотической зависимостью и в какой то момент и заносили очередного бойфренда мамы но это нас сестрами поселили жить с отцом и в своей музыке нэв переосмысливает трагичный жизненный опыт делает с позиции христианина и делает так что дух захватывает глубокие искренние тексты надрывные эмоциональные исполнения и непревзойденные техникой энэфа заслужили признание во всем мире как в христианской так и в светской среде а трек лет ю даун с альбома перцепшн занял первую строчку билборд и в итоге стал трижды платиновым но сегодня мы послушаем другую композицию халкл вели вас как ты могла бросить нас которая нев посвятил свои погибшие от передоза матери как it or you ll buy your choice left on your i needed to yo i don t know what it s like to be addicted to pills but i don t know what it s like to be a witness to kids mama told me she love me i m thinking this isn t real i think you when i get away for that cigarette smell yeah welcome to the bottom of hell they said pain is a prison let me out of my saddle you say you proud of me but you don t know me that well sitting my wrong chin is running down my face and i yell into my pillowcases say you come in your gist and call a minute later just to tell us you re not i m humiliated i m in a room with the parent that i m bailing yo some lady in the corner watching us why she s taking notes i don t get it mom once you want to watch your babies grow and i guess pills are more important no you left to say is no but you won t do it will you you won t keep droppings and i m pills kill you i know you re gone but i can still fail you oh why would you leave what would you leave how could you leave i say how could you leave us why why would you leave us oh i got this pencil where my woman it kills me but i don t need a piss on my mom i need the real thing now relationship is something we will never have why do i feel like i lost something that i never had you should have been there when i graduated told me you brought me in congratulation instead you left the sector window waiting where you were mom what s your younger understand where you went huh yeah i know them but they got you out captain i can see it in yours they got your mind captured some say it s fun to get the high but i am not laughing and with you to realize what you re not grasping that i was nothing but a kid who could you understand it i ain t go say that i forgive you cause it hasn t happened i thought that maybe i d feel better as time passes if you really cared for me the way you actin twenty one why would you leave twenty two would you leave how could you leave i said why would you leave me i needed you yo i don t know what it s like to be addicted to pills but i don t know what it s like to be a witness to kiss mama tobi see love me i m thinking this isn t real i think it you when i get with it a cigarette smell yeah i m still a part of my house i say pain is a present let me out of myself you say you proud of me but you don t know me that well i m sitting my wrong tears running down my face and i yell into my pillowcases say you come in your guest and call a minute later just to tell us you re not i m humiliated i m in a room with the parent that i m barely know some lady in the corner watching us why she s taking notes i don t get it mom don t you want to watch your babies grow and i guess pills are more important all you like to say is no but you won t do it will you you re gonna keep droppings and i m still skilled i know you re gone but i can still fail you why would you leave why would you leave how you leave us safe how could you leave on me why would you leave on me oh i m i ve got this pencil where my womb and it kills me but i don t need a pencil where my mom my mom i need the real thing now relationship is something we will never had the why do i feel like i lost something that i never had you should have been there when i graduated told me you wrote me in congratulation instead you left to set the window waiting where you at mom which a younger understand where you at huh yeah i know them once they got you out captain i can sit in yours they got your mind captured some say it s funny get that but i am not laughing and with you to realize what you re not grasping that i was nothing but it can t have could you understand it i ain t gonna say that i forgive you cause it hasn t happened i thought that maybe i d feel better if time passes if you really cared for me the way you hadn t why would you leave why would you leave how could you live on the thing how could you leave why would you leave oh my god a last conversation you went outside in the living room talking about my music and i brought you something to listen to you started crying telling me this isn t you a couple weeks later i guess you were singing a different song you took them pills for the last time didn t you it took you from us once i guess they came back to finish you crying my eyes out in the studio is difficult music is a unit place and i can go to speak to you so you re everything inside of me now the stream it s your funeral sitting in my chair that person talking was pitiful i wish you were here my mom but every time i picture you all i feel is pain i ain t the way i remember you they found you on the floor i could tell you felt hollow give everything you had plus your life to them pill boxed you gave everything you had plus your life to them pill bottom i don t know if you hit me and that but if you re still watching why why would you leave why would you leave i said a last conversation you went outside in the living room talking about my music and i brought you something to listen to you started crying telling me this isn t you a couple weeks later guess you were singing a different song you took them pills for the last time didn t you it took you from us once i guess they came back to finish you crying my bus out in the studio is difficult music is the only place that i can go to speak to it was like everything inside of me not the stream it s your funeral sitting in my chair that person talking was pitiful i wish you were here maumau but every time i picture you all i feel is pain i hate the way i ll remember you they found you on the floor i could tell you felt hollow give everything you had plus your life to them pill box you gave everything you had plus you liked it and build by don t know if you hit me and that but if you re still watching my why would you leave why would you leave how could you live a how could you leave us why would you leave oh what would you lean whoa i m not thinking about like sometimes i think about things like i m that think about like sometimes i think sometimes i think about things like no no want to have kids i m like you won t be there you know you won t be there for any of that all up williams you re gonna be there you know you won t be there for any of that never get to see you again sometimes i wish an order is called i always know what it just picked up the phone would she will i mean you should have been there for us you should have been here phil s got you right what s and bill s got you right i ll never get to see you again sounds i wish i would have just called you i wish i would have just picked up the fold is she aware i mean you should have been there for us you should have been here phil s got you right and bill s got and bill s got to right i wish you re here i wish you re here